Hey, come on! Welcome to my site, dedicated everything that moves... Except Aya, but she has her own site anyways (http://AJsgirl.tripod.com/index/)
I love Kpop.. It is everything I love, all in one! It combines (for the extremely great songs) rock, pop, rap and classical all in one. Of course, some songs are more poppy or rappy then others. Currently I own the 6 cd set of Fandango i (a compilation of... compilations) and H.O.T. 4 (I YAHHHH!!!) And I'm diggin it. My notebook is covered in my pets (Shinhwa) and H.O.T. members (namely Woo Hyuk, Hee Jun, Tony, and Kang Ta...) So! Ah, but don't get me wrong, after listening to all my jpop cds, I still love Jpop more than Kpop. I just love new things, and Kpop is new to me. Actually, when I started getting into Jpop (7th grade or so) I liked "Dreams Come True" by SES. That counts! Hehehe ^-^ Welp, enjoy your stay!
Sayonara minnasan! Aishiteru!!
Obsessed? Or maybe just in love (hehe) to see previous entries go to highfiveofteenagers.tripod.com/diary and click on the log of siteness
11/25/01 3:26 pm
She sat staring out the window, her attention locked on every vehicle that went by. Tears brimmed her eyes, making the blue glitter in the overcast light. Would she have to wait another day? Could she wait another day? She was on the brink of madness. Withdrawl, most called it. Except this wasn't for a drug. She was a completely clean person, actually preaching against the use of drugs and alchohol.
But now as she sat, waiting, staring, blinking her tears back, she felt the pain they felt when they had gone long without satiating their addictions. She could think of it no other way. The thought entered her head that someone had told her once "The watched pot never boils." That night, so many years ago, she had gone home and tested that on macaroni and cheese. It didn't seem true at the time.
With this she glanced at the clock. Two hours had passed since she last did anything. Two hours of waiting. When was it supposed to be here? Oh, that's right, it was supposed to be there yesterday, and it hadn't showed up. She understood that, being as Thursday was Thanksgiving, but it hadn't come the day after. It was supposed to be here two days after... after... She couldn't remember. But it had been almost 5 days.
She wondered if writing an email would help. Or maybe talking on the computer? She didn't want to miss it. She stared longer, watching the slight wave of the leaves on the tree outside her window, wondering how it could so suddenly become like winter. If she wasn't wrong, yesterday's high was 69 or something. Today's had to be only 50.
And so she waited.
11/25/01 4:12 pm
After sitting, watching out the window distressedly, she had gotten a call. It was Steffie. She had talked to her, and continued staring out the window. Stephanie had said it was unlike her to be so quiet. Why wasn't her damn package coming? After she explained her situation to Steffie, Steffie said "UPS doesn't come on Sundays".
Now, she lay on the ground, sobbing to herself, wishing she could share her pain with someone else. But there was no one. How could UPS not come on Sunday? The scissors in her right hand opened and closed morbidly in an unheard beat. The beat of her racing heart. How could this happen to her? What was going on? How could she live another night without it? How was she supposed to carry on?
All questions unanswered. She sat up, though being careful not to make a sound. She didn't care if people knew now. Her brown hair fell in messy locks around her face. Her hair needed to be washed, but she didn't know if she could wash it. She didn't know if she could even pull herself up. She raised the scissors in front of her face, turning them this way and that, watching them through blurred eyes. Yes, this was the only way out.
She opened the scissors all the way and brought them to her wrist. And then Kaisee stopped writing, because if she had layed this story out right it would have been rather good, but Kaisee just couldn't write the ending because she was so against suicide.
So Kaisee ran off happily, though the darkness of knowing her cd wouldn't come til tomorrow constantly tugging at her heart. She would just listen to cheesy love songs and such and be just fine. This story was a dramatization, overly exaggerated and all. I'm glad you read it.
11/25/01 1:05 pm
*waits impatiently for Outside Castle to arrive*
6:18pm 11/24/01
I am ashamed that ups would make me go through this. I have downloaded almost 30 new songs on my computer in withdrawl of "Outside Castle" that was supposed to be here today. I deleted the first to entries of this thing, if you want to see them go to https://highfiveofteenagers.tripod.com/diary and click on the site thing. I forget what it's called. Has anyone noticed that cheesy love songs are so good? I downloaded "Drowning in your love" by Backstreet Boys, and "Everywhere" by Michelle Branch and "First Love" by Shinhwa and "Moon Clock" by W-inds sounds like a love song but I dont know if it is. I want someone to sing me a cheesy love song! Prefferably John or Hee Jun. Which is more likely? You never know! Well, I added "My Online Manga" thing. That one sucks. I'm working on a new one called "Once" about this girl that flees to Japan after realizing her own dark secret. Ok.. cheese. "Cuz every time I breathe I take you in, and my heart beats again. Baby I can't help it, I'm drowning in your love" Ahh, the cheese.. It reminds me of what my fanfic will be, though it won't be very cheesy.
Are you getting tired of reading this? I should just start a rambles page for times liek this. That would do me good. Ok.. I'll go now!
11/24/01
I bought Moon Hee Jun's Alone without even hearing the song Alone. It will be here in a couple some days. I am so excited, because right after I bought it I FINALLY found someone with the mp3 and downloaded it. MY GODS! ALONE IS THE BEST DAMN SONG ON THE PLANET! -Listening to it right now actually, I'm soooo happy I bought that cd instead of something else. My gods, this song is so good. Well I just wanted to tell you that. Outside Castle should be here today (Yae! I am so excited!) I love this song- Who said that? Ok, well bye bye.
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